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Two Pens

Sarah Overturf

I sold my home of 25 years in Colorado in 2021 and have been traveling the country with my husband in our RV ever since. I have always loved words and worked for many years as a school librarian and Middle School English teacher. What a delight to discover a warm and welcoming group of writers here at Carriage Manor. 2022-23 is our first season in the park. 

Shiny

The new year shimmers across white calendar squares. So many blanks. Maybe this will be the year I finally…. And why not? Here at the brink, the cusp, the future gleams with options. Twelve months haloed in possibility. Anything can happen.

 

Out with the old me and all her trappings. Under the year’s bright lights favorite clothes look shabby and frumpy. Those same old meals? Who eats meatloaf in 2023? Those pillows, towels? Who chose those colors? That style? Don’t you even glance at House Beautiful? Have you changed lipstick color in the last decade? And while we’re at it—that hair? Really?

 

January is a drill sergeant and a cheerleader, whistle blowing, pompoms fluttering, barking, nagging, wheedling. Rise and shine! Up and at’em! Day’s a wasting! Step lively now. Go team! March that resolve to the new Y-O-U!

 

Well, I don’t march, but I do get up. Slide my feet into worn slippers. Pull on a shabby robe. Shuffle out and wrap my hands around a warm, beloved old mug. I’m not opposed to new. Some fresh colors, a little pizzazz to my humdrum style might be welcome. But I don’t need the whistle and the pompoms. I don’t need the dazzling lights and shiny, shallow promises. Under the soft, rosy welcome of a new day’s dawning, as the sky lightens and the clouds fill with the fruit basket colors of peach, apricot, and melon, I rustle thin pages and find what I do need. “This is the day that the Lord has made; Let us rejoice and be glad in it.” Shiny? Dazzling? No. But burnished to a rich, lustrous gold that makes everything, even same old bathrobed me on this same old ordinary day, look lovely in its glow.

TWO STEPS FORWARD, BUT HOW MANY STEPS BACK?

This morning when I got up, I ran some water and flipped a switch to make coffee. I turned on a light and brushed my teeth with an electric toothbrush. I opened the fridge and took out chilled milk for my cereal. Later my phone dinged with a text message. I opened my computer and checked email. How many inventions right there at my fingertips, even before I got out of my pajamas?

Not so many years ago, my morning would have looked very different. Water had to be fetched or pumped, a fire started, cows milked. Communication was a rare letter or secondhand newspaper from far away. Life is definitely both easier and quicker with our multitude of modern inventions.

          But inventions, as marvelous as they are, inevitably carry with them not just progress, but also loss. When maps were invented, we lost the ability to navigate by the stars. Now with gps, we hardly even need maps. With clocks came the loss of telling time by the sun. With electricity and the lightbulb, our work and play can stretch beyond daylight, but our bodies no longer follow the circadian rhythms of day and night. Even something as valuable as the printing press that put literature into the hands of the masses came with a loss. No longer were stories and truths shared orally and communally among a people who valued listening and memorizing. Instead, we disappeared into our private, quiet corners with our own copies of books and learned and imagined independently. The advent of television changed us yet again as we went from creating pictures in our minds to having the picture right there before us. Instead of active, imaginative listeners, we became passive observers. And how much more has the internet changed us, with endless tidbits of information to click through?

          Even simple inventions carry losses. A bread machine lets me layer in ingredients, push a button, and viola—fresh bread! How much different from proofing the yeast, stirring together a shaggy mass, and then working it with the strength of my arms to form it into something smooth and elastic.

          Or a clothes dryer—warm, dry clothes whatever the weather. But lost is a walk in the fresh air and keeping an eye on the weather. Lost too is the bending, the arm lifts. Now we go to a gym to do those things.

          I admit I like my comforts and conveniences. I am grateful to live in an age where I’m not physically laboring day in and day out, aging well past my years. But as for further inventions, honestly, I already have more than I really need. As humans, we were created to work. Our bodies need movement, our minds need to be active, and our spirits need the gratitude that comes through a job well done. So even though I’ve joked about things like how the feature I really want in a dryer is one that will fold the clothes and put them away, I don’t really want that. Even tedious tasks have a purpose, reminding me that I am a steward here and not an owner.

Before today ends, I will send some texts, cook dinner in my instant pot, and turn my lights on. But I also just might write a letter too, make some bread by hand, or light a candle when the sun goes down.

 

Note: The idea of loss accompanying inventions stemmed from a variety of things I have read, but most notably these two books: The Clockwork Universe by Edward Dolnick and The Men Who United the States by Simon Winchester.

                     MENDING FENCES IN THE RAIN

The posts have took to leaning, the wire’s loose and slack

the tumbleweeds have piled high, as I make my weary track

the clouds hang low and heavy, the rain begins to fall

but it’s been left too long already, and the order’s growing tall

 

Seems but a blink since it was new, the posts all straight and even

but time and weather take their toll, and the cattle start to leaving

gloved hands for gentling barbs, judging level just by eye

I stretch and wrap the wire taut as the rain begins to fly

 

It’s work I know by heart, done with scarce a thought

it’s finding trouble when it’s small that’s where the battle’s fought

once found it must be mended, no matter time nor day

so I’m out here mending fences, mending fences in the rain

 

There’s little point in casting blame—an ornery cow or fat

could be a snowdrift that wreaked havoc or wind that pinned it flat

could be nothing more than time just slowly marching by

but I cannot help but feeling that there’s more I could have tried

 

It seems to me a man should know just how his fences stand

he’s got to walk his fence lines, take the wire in his hand

he needs to catch the trouble early before loose becomes a breach

and what he thought was safe wanders far, far out of reach

 

Come night the fire’s burning low, the rain still falling hard

my gloves are off and I take a pen in these fingers that are scarred

I scratch out lines to those my broken fence could not contain

and through the night I keep on at it, mending fences in the rain

THE LEGEND OF SADIE O’DELLA

In the spring of that year, the nor’easter unfurled

whipping to froth the wild sea.

The crew of the O’Della bailed and plugged,

but hope was no more than a plea.

 

‘Twas the cabin boy, Jimmy, dragging his last bucket,

who spied in the dark sea below

an odd little craft that held an odd bundle

illumined by a soft, eerie glow.

 

He cried to his mates and they sent down a hook

and drew up that craft with a twirl.

When the bundle was opened the crew gasped as one:

‘Twas a baby inside, a wee girl.

 

The baby she yawned, her mouth open wide,

and the sailors leaned back in swarm.

It was then Jimmy said, grinning down at the girl,

“I think her yawn swallowed that storm.”

 

It was smooth sailing from there for the crew and the ship

and the girl they named Sadie O’Della.

Jimmy made her a gift from some sails and steel:

her very own red and white striped umbrella.

 

Through seas calm and clear, through waves rough and high

The O’Della sailed with speed.

And there on the deck, neath those red and white stripes,

bright Sadie grew up like a weed.

 

They reached port on Sunday and that very same day

found a whale washed up on the land.

Beached, folks all said. Doomed, they decreed,

and the wives began measuring their pans.

 

But Sadie stood o’re them, umbrella in hand,

and said, “Wait, just wait, won’t you please?”

Then she sat by the whale, shading them both

as one night turned into three.

 

“Ship’s leaving,” said Jimmy, sitting beside her,

but Sadie gave a shake of her head.

“It’s here that I’m needed,” she said blinking hard,

and Jimmy just nodded his head.

 

It took three days more, but finally the whale

beneath those sheltering stripes

regained her strength and turned to the sea

and was carried away by the tide.

 

Without the O’Della, Sadie went west,

following rivers and streams

and wher’ere she went with that bold umbrella,

she seemed the answer to many folks’ dreams.

 

A blizzard at Superior caught boats by surprise.

The waves froze right where they crested.

The lumber and coal ships couldn’t get through,

leaving thousands shivering and bested.

 

Sadie opened her umbrella and caught that full gale

and then with the flick of her wrist,

she gave it a heave and shot it right back

to the arctic’s cold tundra and mist.

 

South she went then, following the Mississippi

and found a steamship mired in mud.

With her trusty umbrella she pried it right free

and sent it downstream with a shove.

 

Folks were racing to cross the Missouri

before it flooded its banks even more.

Sadie fished out a wagon with her umbrella,

then ferried another forty-four.

 

She was crossing the Rockies when she saw it—

Headline said the O’Della was lost.

Sadie folded that paper and held back her tears

as she descended the mountains of frost.

 

Then Sadie wept and she wept for poor Jimmy,

for the crew that had held her so dear.

The puddle she left is the Great Salty Lake,

still filled with her heartbroken tears.

 

Well, time marches on, as did Sadie,

as west as she could possibly go,

Slipping along in the moonlight,

her umbrella always in tow.

 

She’s searching, some say, for poor Jimmy.

She’s found him, others believe.

Scoffers say she never existed.

I guess folks can think as they please.

 

Though if you look to the cliffs o’er the ocean,

you’ll see every dark stormy night

Sadie’s umbrella’s been folded and left there,

guiding ships home with her light.

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